After pushing it hard the last couple of days to cross the Pyrenees Mountains on Good Friday, I discovered something. The boots that had felt comfortable just days ago now were feeling tight. Hmmm. There was no return policy at the store from where I bought them!
The day would be spent entirely in the Basque territory of France (as mentioned in a previous post, most think that the Basque Country only refers to Spain; but there is a Basque Country in France as well. They all speak the same language: Euskera, and are bilingual with the language of their respective country).
I left Lichos after breakfast, around 7:45 am. My goal for the day was a farm outside of Ostabat, roughly 18 miles distant. I don`t know what it is about human nature, but so often we think that if we do things «the hard way» somehow God will love us more. This is purely Pelagian thinking (a heresy of the early centuries of the Church). «
But I wanted to cross the Pyrenees on Good Friday...»
So I set out. My first stop was, what I thought was a shortcut through farm grass (it would sqve 15 minutes). It was a big mistake. The grass turned out to be 18 inches high. My pants were soaked by the morning dew, and the fact that I didn`t get bit by a snake is a miracle. I decided to stick to the authorized routes.
Thanks be to God the trail was pretty flat... but every hour my feet were hurting more and more.
I arrived at Uhart-Mixe (a Basque town; the Basque language is unitelligle to outsiders and the roots of this language are still unclear) and had lunch. I had a plate of vegetables, so that should cover me for the next six months. I read the map and saw that I still had 4 miles to go to Ostabat. Normally, that`s 75-90 minute walk, but with my aching feet...
I continued on, passing by a chapel that was so beautiful (there are dozens of beautiful 11th, 12th, and 13th century etc. chapels along the
Camino). Most of them are even smaller than the 1935 parish church of St. Ann in Smithfield (N.C.). This one had been redone in the baroque style in the 17th century. You know what they say: «If it ain`t baroque, don`t fix it.»
I had made a reservation to stay at the farm of Gaineko-Etxea (again, Basque), about a half mile on the other side of Ostabat. I made it to Ostabat, who had a «special» pilgrims` path entrance to the town made of scattered stones. I was walking like someone with bare feet on hot sand at the beach, it hurt so much. They were the 3-6 inch type stones, that just torture the feet. I thought to myself, this really is the perfect preparation for the Triduum, though I wouldn`t recommend it to anyone.
When I arrived in Ostabat there were signs for the gîte that announced that it was only 800 meters away. My feet were hurting so bad that I thought, is it a really 800 meters or just a tease to get you to go there, even though it`s farther on down the road? I was right: it was farther,
and on the top of a hill! But it was worth it.
Arriving there it was nothing but a delight. It was a beautiful farm and gite, and several of the pilgrims that I had met along the route were there. At dinner, the host sang songs in Basque and we all joined in (there was also great food and wine). There was much revelry, because this would be the last night on the Camino in France, as we would arrive at St.-Jean-Pied-de-Port the next day, which is the terminus for the Camnio in France.
On Thursday morning (21 April) I left on the final leg of my journey: Saint-Jean-Pied-de-Port, the last town in France on the
Camino de Santiago. The goal was only slightly longer than 13.5 miles, but my feet hurt every step of the way. I was wondering what had happened to my boots? Had they shrunk with the dew on that shortcut that I had taken? A high school Spanish teacher from Tours (France) helped me by walking with me two miles and talking me through it all. That`s the thing about the
Camino: everyone helps everyone out.
I limped to St.-Jean le Vieux, a town 2.5 miles from St.-Jean-Pied-de-Port, and had my usual lunch of bread and dried sausage. Somehow, through the grace of God, I made it the last 2.5 miles and and arrived at St.-Jean-Pied-de-Port. Walking through the traditional gate that pilgrims have walked through for centuries was a rush. I was now in the twon proper. I reflected on finishing 800 kilometers (500 miles) of a walking pilgrimage (the
Camino in France) and was now halfway! Now it was time to cross the Pyrenees and start the
Camino in Spain.
I checked into the pilgrim office and got my official stamp. Then I went to the gîte (the local parish has its own gîte, run by a couple who are «Hospitaliers» -- I don`t think that there`s a word in English that translates «Hospitaliers», but they are lay folks who are comitted to running hostels in which pilgrims lodge. It`s a calling in-and-of-itself), and got ready for the Mass of the Lord`s Supper, which would be in one hour. Jacques and Monique are very special Catholic Christians: they warmly receive everyone and cook delicious meals.
I limped to the parish in my flip-flops (fortunately it was only two blocks away) and was warmly received. I concelebrated the Mass, thinking about the wonderful times that I`ve had celebrating the Triduum in the past.
Upon returning to the gîte, I noticed my feet and discovered what was happening. My feet had swelled up, making everything so uncomfortable, and causing blisters. I had pushed myself too hard, and God was telling me to slow down. I knew that I would need more than just one night`s rest for the swelling to completely go down.
So I would not be able to cross the Pyrenees on Good Friday (my time), but rather probably on Easter Sunday (God`s time). It was providential that all this happened, as now I could rest at the gîte in St.-Jean-Pied-de-Port.
Dinner on Thursday night was excellent -- it was kind of like the United Nations around the long supper table. South Korea, Japan, Norway, The Netherlands, France, Spain and the USA were represented. We were seated so that everyone could speak with someone else. It was a wonderful time.
What have I learned making the
Camino in France? Well, through this halfway point of the
Camino I have learned that God very much is in charge. He presents us with «opportunities», not «difficulties», and is always with us. Life is a roller coaster ride, and God is the only safety bar. He will always provide, but perhaps not in the way that we expect, but always
better than we expect! When life throws us a curve ball, God uses that to allow us to grow, and understand His goodness and wisdom through it all.
Also, we are
never alone. God is always with us. We march toward heaven in the company of many others. The saints in heaven are cheering us on, and we are providing heroic witness and courage for others by our actions through grace.
In short, I have reconnected with God and I feel wonderful about it! It`s what I wanted most of all.
As I write this blog it is Holy Saturday morning. My feet look like normal (on Thursday they looked like one of those latex gloves that your dentist uses, but only blown up like a balloon!). So, God willing, I will cross the Pyrenees on Easter Sunday morning. As you go to Mass at the Easter Vigil or on Easter Sunday morning, please pray that I make this crossing successfully, as I will have to ascend almost one mile during a hike of seven hours (17 miles). It`s really almost straight up.
One of the ladies staffing the pilgrims`office in St.-Jean-Pied-de-Port told me: «Don`t worry: everyone makes it. We have never had to pick up any dead bodies in the Pyrenees!»